Wednesday, 4 December 2013
I’m having some sort of crisis this week and I feel that my thoughts are all over the chart. So here it goes.
I haven’t been in a real relationship in almost 3 years. Should I be worried? I find myself independent and loneliness isn’t always apparent because I keep myself busy with friends, family, hobbies, working out, work… I haven’t had a real connection in a long time and I’m starting to wonder what’s wrong with me mentally not physically. Why haven’t I allowed myself to be emotional available to anyone? And why? I know I’m focusing on my life and my goals but I still think there’s an amount of time left for someone. Still I want something purely romantic, out of the movie type yet I know realistically that’s not where I live. I think I’m Ted Mosby from HIMYM. Going on dates yet not having anything real.
Wow that was way more open than I wanted it to be well oops there it is